Live the life you love....love the life you live

Ya know its really awkward when someone likes a photo from a really long time ago on facebook then everyone else starts liking it cause it popped up on their news feed 

I’m so tired of not being good at anything and everyone thinking i’m stupid and always disappointing myself. Things better turn around really fast. 

Why is it that i just fail at life?

I really want him to text me! i don’t want to text him first cause i don’t want to be annoying cause i know he has a lot to do. Grrrrrrr I just want to see him, cuddle, i don’t care if i am just with him while he is writing a paper. I just want to see him!!

pidginology:

i want to hold you
in early morning
when i’m not sure
how day it is
and how much
of a night

with the edges
of your curtain
lightly shivering
before a crack
and cool air
coming to tickle
our feet if they
are not together

the darkness
becoming mere
shadows while
your face is
lying on my side
like a cute plum
swollen from sleep

i feel the world is
worth living when
you put a tiny kiss
on my arm

i don’t get if you
sleep or not but
that’s certainly
what you want

i’m more than ever
in love and alright.

Just going to the library with him made me excited. I have never been so excited to study in my life! When he talks to me and looks into my eyes i get goosebumps and don’t want to do anything other than smile. I’m like a little girl around him. I get all shy and don’t know what to say then i end up saying too much! I’m not going to over think it. I don’t think i will get a relationship with him cause next year he will only be here for one semester. But i have had a crush on him for three years already. That must mean something. I wonder what he is thinking or what is on his mind cause he is on mine all of the time…..if only he knew.